Post by fallow dakota scott on Jul 18, 2012 16:33:42 GMT 8
It'd been two weeks since their first date at his house. If it could be called a date. He wasn't exactly sure, but the events of that night had launched him into guilt and confusion. Even happiness. He'd learned that his friend Georgianna held the same feelings for him as he felt for her. Then he'd made the mistake of touching her in an almost sexual way. At that moment guilt had exploded throughout his entire being. He'd quickly retreated to bed, and Georgie went home in silence. When he woke, he ate their dinner a lot. His heart hurting the entire time until he got sick.
He'd spent the next two weeks diving into his work and so called "personal life". Meaning, he'd pretty much ignored her calls and texts to him. He hadn't showed up at lunch like he normally did. Instead he went home and slept, trying to ride out his guilt. Maybe it was cruel of him to do this to her, but he couldn't help it. He was honestly, very afraid that she would yell at him, call him a sexual predator, then call the police. Adult or not, she was still a child.. He was afraid she'd never want to see him again. Enough to where his mind would race so fast to where he couldn't sleep. He worked as often as possible and slept the rest of the time. It wasn't healthy.
It was now Monday morning two weeks after their date. He was eating his breakfast and flipping through texts, deleting all of them without bothering to reply. He saw a text from Georgie and sighed, knowing he'd have to face her if he wanted to save their relationship. There was no way she'd want to date him now. He was convinced of this thought. He'd probably hurt her bad enough to where she wouldn't want to talk to him ever again. Of course he was probably overreacting like he usually did, but he couldn't help it. Reluctantly, he decided to see her that day. He wouldn't make plans, afraid she'd say no. Knowing her class schedule by heart, he decided he'd visit her dorm when she returned after her afternoon classes.
He sat in his car at the university, wondering what he'd say to her. Still, three words came into his head. Words so terrible that he couldn't even think of them. Taking a deep breath, he walked to her dorm, getting her room number from the lobby. Terrified, he stared at the number on the door. On the other side, there would be Georgie. The woman who probably hated him now. Taking a breath he decided to be a man now. It was time. Raising a hand, he knocked on her dorm room door, then waited
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